Update

So I havent posted in a while and Im sure not many people follow this but maybe I am writing this for me and to get my thoughts out of my head and onto something. This year so far a close friend passed away in May. It came as a complete shock to me and very unexpected. I miss her everyday. I see my friend through everything. I know she has been here with me everyday.. Recently we had a celebration for Jessica. I knew a lot of people wouldnt be able to show up but i was really dissappointed in how many people didnt come or even want to participate. It just makes me sad that she is our friend and not everyone wanted to remember her the same way. I understand that graduation was today and family members came in town but Jess was supposed to graduate today with us. She has been in our lives and touched us more than once in her Jessica way and it is just sad to think that we were too busy to take an hour out of our day to celebrate her life.

New Year's Resolution

So it has been a long time since I've been on and posted something. I know not too many people look on this but it is whatever. So I decided that I would give up sweets for lent. And let's just talk! It has been incredibly hard! I eat a lot of fruit and veggies in general but since taking sweets out I have eaten a lot more fruit. My New Year's Resolution is that I am giving up soda. BTW that is hard as well! I still drink tea-1/2 and 1/2 or unsweetened tea with a packet of sugar. I still exercise and thus far have lost 8lbs. only x amount more to go! I think I am going to start posting pictures of what I have cooked so that whoever you are that reads this will want to try and give the recipe. Or I can have a mental note of this later on!! Well that is all I have so far!

School starts again

So I havent been on in a while. School started a couple days ago and Im in my block and it's a little overwhelming! Im excited for field study hours to start and at the same time a bit nervous. I need to buy my books of course. :( I need to sign up for my praxis 2 but dont have the money for it just yet.. :( sad times. I have until Feb 1st to do this and Id like to do that before hand so that I dont get screwed out of taking this test and graduating on time. On another note I am currently reading The Lovely Bones book and LOVE it!! I cannot wait to go see the movie. I cannot wait to get paid again.. I need to find a 2nd job so that I can have money and not worry about everything. I have also started a diet, eating healthier, portion control, and exercise. well see how that goes.

update

So I haven't written in a couple days and a few things have happened.

1. it is now 2010!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!! it's crazy that it is now 2010. I rang in the new year with my sister and partied on the 1st with a couple friends from work. We ended up getting into a heated debate about religion at like 1am and last for a couple hours. Let me just tell you that was awkward! Religion in itself is already a touchy subject, add a lil alcohol to that and it makes it worse! I dont know it was ridiculous and I was ready for the convo to be over. A bunch of heads butting basically and different opinions. Other than that it was good.
2. My heart has been skipping beats lately. The past week has been crazy! My heart skip beats every so often but this past week my heart has skipped beats like woah. yesterday it happened like 10times in less than 5 min. it was back to back. Today it's happened about 10x and 3x within 5min. It's driving me nuts! When your heart skips a beat it makes you stop what youre doing and stop breathing for a second and kinda hurts. Im not sure if I should ignore it or go get it checked out.